Purpose

This blog is mainly my devotional thoughts and musings about life, parenthood, marriage. I want to leave this as a legacy to my children so they know what their mother believed and thought. My life purpose is to know and love God and to serve Him whole-heartedly. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." - Proverbs 3:5, 6

Saturday 14 July 2007

On Romans 2 - Judging Others

"You, therefore, have no excuse, you who pass judgment on someone else, for at whatever point you judge the other, you are condemning yourself, because you who pass judgment do the same things." (v. 1)

This is so true! I am guilty of judging people. And usually I judge people about the things I am most critical of in myself. It makes me feel better to point out my flaws in other people! (And it shouldn't!) I am totally condemning myself, and I know it.

I know I need to look at the plank in my own eye first and stop judging other people. I pray that God will help me see people as He sees them - through grace and mercy and love. He hurts for their flaws and longs to help them. I need to have the same attitude towards people.

Falling Away

Isn't it funny (maybe not funny ha ha, but funny sad) how when we get busy with life, God seems to fall by the wayside. Or maybe it's just me. Since Ian's been home for summer holidays, I've been busy with him and the kids, and my God time has just about vanished.

I heard something on the radio this morning that really struck a chord with me. It was about how there has been a shift in Christian circles in the past few years from "How can I serve God?" to "How can God serve me?" We focus on how can God bless us, help us, take care of us - all of which are true - but our focus should be on what we can do for God regardless of our comfort or circumstances.

I feel so blessed. I've felt that way for a long time. Things are going well with my family. I have two healthy children, a wonderful, loving husband, a hobby/job that are doing very well, great in-laws, great friends. We are financially stable for now. We have a nice house, two cars, lots of neat stuff. I get to be a stay-at-home mom. What more could I ask for? God has truly blessed us. So I start to wonder when the shoe is going to drop, so to speak. How long can this last before disaster strikes? I know there will be hard times in our life, but I feel like we're tempting fate (?) by having it so good for so long. I know in my head that God doesn't work that way, but I still think that disaster can't be far around the corner.

So then I start to reason that if I spend more time with God, maybe He'll keep blessing us. And if I start to slide, then He's going to punish me by making something bad happen. That's the legalistic side of me. It is so untrue. God wants to bless His children. I need to stay close to God not because of what He'll do to me if I don't, but because I love Him and He deserves my time and devotion, regardless of my circumstances.

Okay, so I now resolve to spend time with God during this busy summer. I will make Him a priority because He is worthy of it. He should be the most important priority in my life. I will honour Him as He deserves.

Friday 6 July 2007

On Romans 1 - "God gave them over..."

I've always been fascinated by the progression of sin as outlined in Romans 1. As I mentioned yesterday, men are without excuse for knowing God. So as they choose to ignore God and continue in sin, there is a progression.

"Therefore God gave them over to the sinful desires of their hearts..." (v. 24) It starts with a desire to do something that we know is wrong. Paul includes in this list sexual impurity, exchanging the truth of God for a lie, worshiping created things rather than the Creator. When we ignore God, we start to give in to the temptations to do things we know are wrong.

"Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts..." (v. 26) After we give in to the temptations, we start to "lust after" the things we have given into. It becomes a passion to do these wrong things. These include unnatural sexual relations (Paul gives a list in verses 26 - 27).

"Furthermore, since they did now think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind..." (v. 28) After awhile, our minds become depraved because we keep giving in to the lusts of our flesh. "They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity" (v. 29). Paul lists among these evil things envy, murder, strife, deceit, malice, gossip, slander, insolence, God-hating, arrogance, boastfulness, disobedience to parents, senselessness, faithlessness, heartlessness and ruthlessness. I always find it interesting the disobeying parents is a sign of a depraved mind!

How many people in our society today have a depraved mind according to this? Quite a few! Paul says in verse 32 that "they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them." Our society frowns on "intolerance" of sin. When we speak out against sinful behaviour, we are called intolerant and hateful. How God must weep for our nation.

The good news is that it is never too late to turn from our wicked ways at any point on this progression, though it is much more difficult to do so once we have a depraved mind. Praise God that He has provided a way for our minds to be cleansed from depravity and renewed in His Son, Jesus Christ.

Tuesday 3 July 2007

On Romans 1 - People are without excuse

God keeps pulling me back into Romans, so here I go!

"For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities - his eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse." (v. 20)

This verse always blows me away. MEN ARE WITHOUT EXCUSE. We always say, "Well, a loving God wouldn't let anyone go to hell who hasn't heard of Him." That is not an excuse. God's character is in all His creation. I know that every time we drive through the Rocky Mountains, I am awed by the power that it took to create them. How can anyone but God have made those? The beauty of a sunset, a rainbow arching through the sky, a lightning storm... how beautiful and powerful are those? Have you ever seen the sky after a summer shower at sunset? With silver and red and purple, and the clouds with a halo around them? Wow! If people don't recognize God in these things (and more), they have no excuse. That doesn't mean they will know all their theology and their Bible, but if they acknowledge that there is a God who is in charge of this world, then God will remember them in Heaven. Yes, God is loving, but He is also worthy of our praise and worship. He gives us every chance to get to know Him, but in the end, it is our own choice whether or not we will choose to accept His gift of eternal life through His Son, Jesus.